drinking from the firehose

each backbend from slack is Godsend...
but hacked and unrelaxed,
fewflung and far between.
She lends so seldom,
or I borrow w/ but mild intent on return.
burn tomorrow.

eat m'own medicine: bittersweet and mold.
may'i unseat-jettison unluck streak
and strike gold:
clandestiny ..u n b o u n d.. !! -- (eyes, open!)

in-stead, still, standstill fluctuate 'tween
twin upsurges: refuge / effulgence.
contrary complements?

open while aligned.
else, whel'p, blind and overwhelmed.