necesarily vomitous

People must be so empty of all things and all works, whether inward or outward, that they can become a proper home for God, wherein God can operate.

-- Meister Eckhart

I am so far from empty. My stomach is full, and I keep stuffing things down my gullet. My head spins with a new).(old idea every moment; each one's secret purpose to find another to keep me occupied, pacified and distracted. Who's acting against who?

What happened to patience and equanimity?

A momentary glimpse of reason, gone.