without anyone's permission

Lots has happened, but nothing really. I need inspiration, change, action.

Individuals working for the world, an entry @ Ming the Mechanic about Buckminster Fuller, pushes me everso slightly. I won't quote it here because I don't want to. Bucky said it, and Ming quoted him, and I'm sick of turning my head and coughing other people's words into my fist. Let me clear my throat.

I've lapsed in posting here because of this lack of direction. I'm trying to find the right word. It really isn't direction or inspiration, or change or action, although it's all of these things.

I'm a fish flipping about on land.